ok got back ihss results
10/15
ok lah
and i gained one more mark for lit! :)
anw im feeling very very sick now
whole body's aching and hot
apparently i have four symptoms of dengue(damn the mosquitos)
1: body ache
2: fever
3: pain behind the eyes; and
4: severe headache
actually i feel like vomitting too
i wish my immunity is stronger
heck
so i went home early on thur
didnt get to go for chambers
the previous night i was cutting and pasting the chamber scores, and slept at 12 plus
then next day i was sick.
wasted my whole effort. :(
hmm, today i saw u talking to ______.
i feel kinda sad
it's like, she's younger than me and she's on such friendly terms with u
it just kinda makes me...itch. your indifference, your remoteness
i have been trying to give up, but it's so hard
NVM,
one day, i will give up
and then i will be free of all the burdens and implications
and then i will feel indifferent.
then i will give myself a pat on the back for being able to let go
it's hard, and im sure i can do it.
when im done, i will shout for joy
and then i will buy myself a nice ice-cream once my fever is gone
after that i will then play alot of fun games
YES.
我相信我可以的！
MUAHAHAHA.
ANYWAY, I LOVE OUR RENDITION OF "SHALL WE DANCE" :D
YEAY!!!!
and. I MISS YOU MALERLER.
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WITHOUT U, SCH FEELS SO EMPTY. I FEEL SO EMPTY AT TIMES.
MY STAY-BACK-AFTER-SCH-AND-HAVE-FUN(;))-PARTNER,
COME BACK SOON.
MISS U SO MUCH.
<3
MAHLER!
OKAY I AM SO ANGRY!!!!
SORRY I JUST HAVE TO USE THIS TIME TO VENT OUT ALL MY ANGER
I FEEL LIKE SAYING 1000000000000000000 BAD WORDS
ARGHHHH
ok readers, please don't read it if you are in a super happy mood. don't let my ranting affect ur mood hahaha
ok
message to two people:
MESSAGE TO PERSON A:
HI CAN YOU PLEASE RESPECT OUR(MUSIC) ART FORM PLEASE. YOU DON'T LIKE IT, IT'S OKAY, BUT YOU DON'T HAVE TO DOWNGRADE CLASSICAL MUSIC TO SUCH A PATHETIC STATE. YOU CALLED THE CONCERT 'SHIT"??? YOU HORRIBLE SMELLY AMMONIUM. I CAN'T BELIEVE IT. YOU WERE ONCE MY CLASSMATE. HOW COULD YOU INSULT MUSIC, ESPECIALLY CLASSICAL MUSIC! YOU SAID "NO OFFENCE, THERE IS A REASON WHY CLASSICAL MUSIC IS DYING OUT. ..BECAUSE IT SUCKS!!!!". WELL THEN, WHY DON'T YOU OFFER SOME SORT OF PROOF TO SUBSTANTIATE YOUR UGLY FILTHY DEROGATORY TERMINOLOGY OF WORDS. STOP TRYING TO ACT SMART OR CLEVER. FIRSTLY IT IS AN UNQUALIFIED GENERALIZATION. CLASSICAL MUSIC IS NOT DYING OUT. JUST SEARCH CLASSICAL MUSIC ON YOUTUBE AND YOU WILL SEE THE EXTENSIVE WORDS OF PRAISES TO CLASSICAL MUSIC. SECONDLY, YOU HAVE AN UNSUPPORTED CLAIM PRESENTED. TELL ME, WHY DOES CLASSICAL MUSIC SUCK? WHAT ELEMENTS MAKE IT SUCK? YOU'RE SPEECHLESS? THEN WHY MAKE THAT HURTFUL CLAIM IN THE FIRST PLACE. SERIOUSLY. I'M REALLY GLAD AND RELIEVED THAT I AM NOT IN THE SAME CLASS AS YOU FILTHY BRAT ANYMORE. SORRY I HAVE TO CALL YOU NAMES LIKE THIS(BECAUSE RIGHT NOW IM VERY ANGRY AT YOU SO FORGIVE ME). YOU ALSO SAID THAT NOT ALOT OF PEOPLE WANT TO HEAR CLASSICAL MUSIC. SO, TELL ME, HOW DO YOU KNOW? ASKING AROUND IS NOT GOING TO HELP. YOU NEED STATISTICS THAT ARE BASED IN SINGAPORE. YOU NEED THEM TO SHOW YOU EXACTLY, HOW MANY PEOPLE APPRECIATE/DON'T APPRECIATE MUSIC. WELL, IF YOU DON'T HAVE THEM, THEN PLEASE CLOSE YOUR MOUTH. YOU COMPARED "SHIT" TO CLASSICAL MUSIC. IT IS A FALSE ANALOGY. THEY ARE COMPLETELY TWO DIFFERENT THINGS. IN MY OPINION, THE "SHIT" IS ACTUALLY. YOU. TOTALLY OPPOSITE THE MEANING OF CLASSICAL MUSIC. IF IT WEREN'T FOR THE EXISTANCE OF CLASSICAL MUSIC, POP/METAL/ROCK/MODERN MUSIC WOULD NEVER EXIST. THIS IS SELF-EXPLANATORY. GO AND REFLECT ON YOUR WORDS, YOU PILE OF EXCREMENT.(DO YOU LIKE IT WHEN I "DOWNGRADE" YOU LIKE THIS????????!!!!)
-OK LETS SHAKE HANDS AND NOW, PEACE.-(I HAVE MADE MY POINT, AND YOU MADE YOURS(BEFORE I MADE MY POINT) SO, WE'RE EVEN)-
MESSAGE TO PERSON 2:
YEAH YOU ARE NO DIFFERENT FROM THE PERSON MENTIONED ABOVE. I THOUGHT YOU WERE A FRIEND AND YOU MIGHT ACTUALLY RESPECT CLASSICAL MUSIC AS WELL, NOT ONLY DO YOU NOT RESPECT, BUT YOU DO NOT RESPECT YESTERDAY'S CONCERT AT ALL. DO YOU KNOW HOW TIRING IT IS FOR THE TEACHERS TO PREPARE YESTERDAY'S CONCERT? I WITNESSED IT. DO YOU KNOW HOW EMOTIONALLY DRAINING IT IS FOR PERFORMERS TO GET ON THE STAGE DUE TO PRE-CONCERT ANXIETY? I WITNESSED IT. AND YOU? YOU JUST SAT IN YOUR SEAT AND TWEET DURING THE CONCERTS. FIRSTLY, YOU'RE NOT BEING RESPECTFUL TO THE PERFORMERS OUT THERE. SECONDLY, YOU DON'T TREAT THIS RECITAL SERIOUSLY. AND THEN YOU SAID IT'S THE WORST THING YOU EVER WENT TO. REALLY? AGAIN, YOU HAVE NO EVIDENCE. YOU NEED EVIDENCE TO CONVINCE PEOPLE, AND IT'S BECAUSE OF THE ABSENCE OF EVIDENCE THAT REALLY PROVOKED ME. AND AFTER THE CONCERT, YOU SAY YOUR EARS ARE DEAD??WELL, BEETHOVEN WENT DEAF, YET HE STILL COMPOSED NONETHELESS. AND YOU SAID THE CYMBALS WERE "F---KING MIND BREAKING". WELL, IT'S BECAUSE YOU'RE NOT USED TO IT. ATFIRST, I WASN'T USED TO THE DRUMS' PRESENCE IN POP/ROCK/METAL MUSIC. IT'S MUCH TOO LOUD, BUT THEN I LEARN TO ACCEPT IT. WELL, INSTEAD OF COMPLAINING HERE AND THERE, WHY NOT ACCEPT IT?(u can try, atleast :) just like how im trying to appreciate abstract art now :D ). AND THE CONCERT IS NOT STUPID. U DON'T HAVE EVIDENCE.OK THANKS.
-OK NOW LET'S SHAKE HANDS AND NOW, PEACE(I HAVE MADE MY POINT, AND YOU MADE YOURS(BEFORE I MADE MY POINT) SO, WE'RE EVEN)-
OK FINALLY DONE with my ranting.
MESSAGE TO THESE TWO PPL: I LOST MY RESPECT FOR BOTH OF YOU, SINCE YOU DIDNT RESPECT MUSIC IN THE FIRST PLACE. MUSIC IS MY ARTFORM.
OK. This argument is objective.
And person no. 2, don't insult_______ as a certain ugly girl in the school. i know who u are talking about.
ok so basically, please consider this. We come into this school to learn and accept each other's artforms as well, if not this might become an individual artform-based school, eh? Please, atleast try to accept it(doesn't mean u have to like it) but my idea of accepting means to RESPECT IT AND DON'T INSULT IT. that's the worst thing ever. thanks :)
Firstly, there must be mutual respect. I respect you, your art, your artform, your words, your thoughts and opinions. You respect mine.
2ndly, there must be acceptance. I accept you for who you are, your opinions, thoughts, ideas, presence. You accept mine.
Thirdly, there must be logical reasons to support any unjustified claim you have. Have you watched "12 Angry Men"? I have gained alot of insights from it. If you have the right CONCRETE evidences to support your claim, then fine, I am convinced. You convince me. Vice versa.
get it? these are the important elements in making our society a better place for all of us with diff characters to live in.
ok
PHEW, MY ANGST IS VENTED.
THANKS BLOG.
THANKS_____.
:)
WE ALL HAVE FREEDOM OF SPEECH.
JUST DON'T ABUSE IT.
