okay okay okay
You had me convinced.
I can say it's a good job well done.
Well, at least you have really conveyed the idea of telling me to give up, to me.
yeah
today i reached sch at 9am to meet sabrina to do some preparation work for chi SA.
-happy day :)--happy music aka beethoven's minuet in g ^^--
haha after sab went off with clare ,
i stayed back in school and watched part 14/18 of a documentary on Beethoven that i saved in my thumbdrive.
watched the part when Carl Van Beethoven his brother died from some serious illness. so sad
and how Ludwig wanted to take full custody of his nephew KARL but Johanna Van Beethoven, karl's mum( Carl's husband), wanted to look after karl too, 'cause she's his mum.
but in the end Ludwig managed to take full custody of Karl.
come on he's europe's most renowned musician during that time, how could Johanna stand a chance against him.
so yea.
then i saw how Ludwig prevented Karl from seeing his mum
so mean. he's mad.
but he's still my favorite composer and music idol that i respect alot.^^
then Karl, only a nine yr old boy, was realllllll afraid of Ludwig 'cause Ludwig had a bad temper
then the quicktime player refused to play the rest of the part walau
after beethoven's greatest piano sonata,
THE HAMMERKLAVIER was composed.
it's not only about expressing those emotions, but it acts like a machine, that explore every inch of the piano keyboard.
beethoven<3
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anw, back to first para
yall might be wondering who im talking about
look downwards.
-plays sad and moody and expressive piece aka Beethoven's Tempest Sonata, third movement.- :(
today i thought it could be happy day
but on my way outta school
i saw you*immediate happiness*
then i saw her, that Dancer*happiness gone* with you.
both of you were laughing and chatting so happily
-plays Beethoven's Moonlight Sonata Third Movement, Presto Agitato- grrrr
i ran all the way down the slope
so that i wont have to stand the sight of both of ya
so that i wont be sad, u know what i mean
so run run run run run run run run run run
all the way to the traffic light there
but when i reached
the light was Red
and you all know that we have to wait for a really long time there right.sigh
then you and her caught up.
both of you were standing so close behind me
-replays beethoven's Tempest sonata third movment, dreamy tone- ...
then i heard your voice.
that smoothing nice voice that let the memories of last yr re-gush into my mind
so nice, then i heard HER voice
yeah
i admit dancers do give out more charisma
maybe to you.
i guess it all revolves around that same alphabet, Y.
first Y Y Y. then now left Y Y.
then i skipped all the way to dhoby gourt mrt station
to quickly run out of this little nice and comfy world of yours, i mean, both of yours
it's no longer a secret
i saw it on fb
and saw what ____ commented on it
so sweet eh
-plays Beethoven's Pathetique Sonata, 2nd movement. sad. :(-
on mrt i wanted to cry liao
but it sounds so stupid
man it's not worthwhile to cry over this, cj
so i tried not to cried.
tried to turn off that almost-leaking eyes tap
but Cheng jin failed.
cj failed.
I failed.
You had me convinced.
Now I know
why
Learning to let go
is the one of the most difficult phase in life.
thanks for teaching me that.
but to see you so happy
so contented
so cheery
I felt glad at the same time as i felt sad
.
The End.Labels: Sighya
