Cheng Jin=Smile For Life, For Ever!

A WELCOMING SMILE

Hey! I am Cheng Jin and welcome to my blog! All you readers out there are free to tag the tagboard yeah! :) Smile for life and be happy! =)
Best friends are forever loved. I love MUSIC, ESPECIALLY CLASSICAL MUSIC AND SOME POP MUSIC.
Loves K-pop too, and singers like Taeyon from SNSD, Kim Ah Joong, and more.
Hate me?click here & get lost!
My motto is, always help others and give the most to them! and be happy :)
"Do not judge others easily, for we don't have the time to love them." - Mother Theresa. <3

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The One And Only Koh Cheng Jin.

HELLO i am Koh Cheng Jin. I am currently turning 15 this year. I am a girl, from SOTA's MUSIC FACULTY :D and SNYO's V2/V1.I love God and Life, and friends are very important to me. I love Beethoven and Plum blossom too. Plum blossom thrives in winter, and I admire their endurance, like those of Beethoven's. :)

Current favourite composers:

Mozart: Music that allows my soul to wander around, (joyful music) always never fail to put make me happy, (dark music) never fail to make me ponder about Mozart's other character which is not commonly seen.
Beethoven: Music that allows me to know him better, and to see how music is the best form of expression that should be hold in high reverence.
Tchaikovsky: Music that allows me to realise that...life= music, and romantic music are not always mushy like korean dramas' music. It can be dark too.
Bach: Music that (similar to Mozart) allows me to experience a roller-coaster ride and being in a forest with polyphonic animal/nature sounds.
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A smile costs nothing but gives much. It enriches those who receive without making poorer those who give. It takes but a moment, but the memory of it sometimes lasts forever. None is so rich or mighty that he cannot get along without it and none is so poor that he cannot be made rich by it. Yet a smile cannot be bought, begged, borrowed, or stolen, for it is something that is of no value to anyone until it is given away. Some people are too tired to give you a smile. Give them one of yours, as none needs a smile so much as he who has no more to give. ~Author Unknown

7:14 PM

Sunday, May 2, 2010

I am Koh Cheng Jin, age 13 yrs, 7 months and 2 days old.

sometimes I just want some solitude.
and I like to write my thoughts down here too. Everything.
Honestly. And in a direct manner. I like things the way they are.
I like things that are straightforward. I don't care if there's grammatically wrong mistakes here.
That's me.

I love directness. I hate indirectness because I won't know what others are really thinking sometimes.
ok so here are my reflections for today.
Here is what I truly have in my mind right now.
Haters out there, if you all hate me, just don't read my blog 'cause it won't help you in any sense, unless you're all stalking me, to see if I have written anything bad about you, trying to check on me.
well obviously I am in no position to stop you all from doing this because I don't have the power nor the right to do so. Everyone has their own freedom in their own way, I suppose.

How greatly you all have wronged me.
I guess there's no one in this world to wholly rely on.
There's some I thought I could rely on, for help, but I realize it's only for temporary.
It'll be gone. It's just transient.
Really.

There's some I thought I could believe in.
There's some I thought i could confide to.
How wrong was I.
How utterly wrong.

People blame each other for what they have not done.
People hate each other because of accusations plus suspicions.
People dislike each other because of certain conflicts and arguments.
People despise each other because they couldn't understand them.
What has the world become?

Who wants to listen to happy songs when they are angry?
Who would really cheer up when they are sad?
Who, in fact, rarely, would brighten themselves up when they are depressed?
It's just so... difficult to do so.

The most difficult thing
is to feel, a heart, broken.
Love. Career. Money. Friendships. Relationships.
All of them, has the power to break a heart. Bruise a heart.

To me, I think Love and Friendships play the biggest roles.
And now, I really don't know who to trust,
who to depend on,
who to rely on.

That is why,
I will not rely on anyone for their company anymore.
I will never trust anyone anymore.
Stop it.
Please stop it. I'm trying my best. Leave me alone, all of you. Leave me alone, please.

I want solitary confinement when I need it.
Don't rub it in.
Trying to find people to confide to, is just so difficult.
Especially those who can really truly understand.

In life's long run, we have to be picky sometimes.
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Labels: Reflections