It's been 7 years 4 months 11 Days since I saw my grandpa aka Yeye.

Went to the columbarium when his tablet's resting, in Lim Chu Kang Cemetery.

Prepared food for Yeye, and flipped the two red chilli-like thingies to make sure he have eaten the food, when it's one facing up, one facing down. And yes, he had eaten them. :)

I know I'm slow, but today, i just found out how he died. how he REALLY died.
:(

My grandma aka mama told me that he died because of liver cancer, and it was just 3 MONTHS after he found out about this terminal illness. So fast.

That time, i wasn't even 6 yrs old yet. :(

Memories of  Yeye are quite blur now. But i still do remember the times when we took our quanjiafu picture as a whole big family, together, outside the house.
I still remember when we went to this garden, that time there's still the white bandage around yeye's neck.
I still remember when Yeye was in the study room, reading newspapers, with the laohuayanjing, which means glasses.
I still remember the time when he was at hospital, and all of us were by his side, just before he died. I still remember when i saw my aunt crying, and wondering where my yeye's going, when i saw yeye being transported to a "LIFT", with many people crowding around me, but deep in my heart i know he's going to be cremated, and he'll be gone.

I really miss yeye alot.
I saw him just now, he looked so smart and tidy in his business suit display picture of his tablet.
He might be interviewing for this really cool job, putting on his best front, looking so smart, but it really pains me when in reality i realize it's just a picture of him on his tablet, gone forever.
Deep down I know he'll always be there.

I love you Yeye,
Rest In Peace.
R.I.P <3

Labels: Rememberance