hmm.

i have decided on my own future.

i will try to audition for juilliard college (Dont laugh) using VIOLIN.

before that i must practice hard like siao.

i must work hard.

getting in juilliard has always been my childhood dream.

there will only be two schools in my life.

SOTA and Juilliard College.

Yosuke really inspired me...i wanna be like him...be a renowned violinist..

i have alr started to wake up..

yangqin by furthest will only get me to erm china to study

but come to think of it, i dont wanna go china. i also dunno why.(no offence to ppl of china races) but srsly i dunno why....

i want to live my music life as a proper SINGAPOREAN who speaks eng well, though chinese is important too.

well, maybe im stereotyping, but the fact remains that western instruments are more popular, more "international" and more ppl understands them.

i want to be a violinist. now this is my goal.

i will work hard, because i must..

and then i will come out to be a famous musician, earning money and buying my parents things that they will dream to get.
i will buy them houses and let them enjoy life, loving and caring for them, because they are still my parents.

i will do it.

but first, i must concentrate on the present, and do well in academics and also in the music aspects.

i will still continue on yangqin.

then i will audition for violin maybe erm two yrs from now.

when im 16.

ok.

this is my goal. i want to succeed it, only then i will have no regrets..

two more yrs to go. two more yrs to work hard, two more yrs to climb.

i know i am really lousy at violin, but it doesnt mean i will be lousy forever.

when there's a will, there's a way.

i also want to be like David Garrett. HA HA.

ok two more yrs....

hmm first to get my dip.

good luck saint-saens, beethoven, bach.

hmm

all the best chengjin.

bye.

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