TODAY IS A GOOD DAY.
yesterday night i dreamt that i was talking to calvin. then he said a joke that made me a little angry. then i turned around, bent down and gave him a kick hahahah then his face turned red and he howled and he collapsed to the ground then kengyang quickly rushed to him and FU ZHE him. ahahahah yingxiongjiumei! then everyone around us clapped and cheered. WOOTS. HAHA

then today i told calvin my dream then he said what the heck HAHAHAHA XD i dream of lotta random ppl one. -.-

FIRSTLY, OUR TEAM drawed AGAINST MURPHY'S AND WON HANKIM'S TEAM!!!!!AS FIRST WE THOUGHT "OHSHOOT DOUBLE TERROR!" THEN WOOOOT! hahahahahaha yay me lovey softballey! :D

today during archaeology dam funneh. went to acm.
then mr zhao was singing while marking some yr one chinese thingy.
HAHA WE ALL LAUGHED TILL OUR STOMACH HURT  right natalie! HAHAHAHA
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH HES THE FUNNIEST TEACHER MANN.
mr zhao very cute leh!
when we were abt the cross the traffic then he said "one two three! see it turned green! i have special power!"
HAHAHAHAHA :D
then he picked a flower on the ground and tried putting it on his head, then on marcel's head. buahahahaahah so cute then we all laughed.
then he say" doesnt mean girls can do that boys cannot do that right!" AWWW. so sweet. hahaha

went home with Tyen, Selma, Ailing and Remya. hahahaha
omg found out that Tyen is a PURE SINGAPOREAN!i thought she was a mixed..and she's yr 3! i thought she was yr 4. LOL.
wa.
now ailing owe me 1.50, remya 1.90, clare 1.
hahahaah
todays a goodgoodgoody day!
ohdear, my artfest dance perf clashes with the YR TWO CAMP! ohnoes.....how ah...

Labels: SOTA

just came back from snyo concert at esplanade concert hall.
it was really nice, but screwed..XD
saw some sota students..
-
before concert we (2nd violins) sat in a circle and did some funneh "retarded" exercise HAHAHAHAHHH
=D
<3 violin 2nd!
-
dinner is nice. :D ate with kyuri xiuyi yooshin rebecca tanya and claire. :D
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then lucas, lydia  and auntiemay took my dad's car home. haha
xiuyi's bow broke (at the tip) and her bow hair came lose during concert..it was during first movement of symphonie fantastique! oh man. haha....
it was really screwed...for us..
i wrote the wrong bowings down for one part of the encore piece. hehehe.
but its nice! haha
encore piece is awesome..
hahahahah we mastered the piece in just TWO REHEARSALS. okok.lol.
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heard that zhuen is awesome. yesh he is...can hear from backstage radio...haha..
15 yr old...
alr very good..
snyo's standard is really high.
widened my horizons mann.
but nice. :D..
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dam tired now.
feel like sleeping.
didnt go to school for whole day.
today's busiest day of my life.
firstly have abrsm accomp.
then have dental appoint.
then reh.
then now sleep/
dont know got what hw except math..
-
srsly no more energy for tournament tmr..
against Dartmouth.
lol.
zzzz
YAWNS.
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i hate it when my specs DROOP down  my nose. all the time. have to keep adjusting it and put it back in the right place. ...
next time must put super glue. haiz
..
must go for the snyo concert on july 13!!
PICCOLO CONCERTO!
haha

Labels: after snyo concert zzz

YO.

ok.
today theres nothin much to blog about...
hmm, almost late for school today..
i think 3/4 ppl called me dr koh.-.-
...
my hair's not that short..haha..
i slacked during sip time.
tried to compose some piece on piano..
that is why i did not practise yangqin at all..
no IS this week mah, so slack lor..:DD XD
today it rained.

OMG today rained a BIG RAIN.
THE SIP ROOM WINDOWS WERE FILLED WITH WATER DROPLETS OF RAIN.
IT WAS REALLY WINDY..
I LOVE RAIN.
I WATCHED THE LANDSCAPE.
IT'S REALLY BE-AUTI-FUL.
:D

Tried to find G7-ners to give 'em the arc wkst..
have some extras left..
gave 'em to mr ong alr..

..
after school me and daniel ran under the BIG RAIN all the way to dhoby gourt.. we were drenched..
its the wettest day of mah life.
omg.
sigh.
haha

HELLO
haha
i cut my hair again.
now its just about 2cm longer than dr koh's..
srsly i dont wanna be Dr Junior Koh...=.=
i cant keep my hair NEAT EVERYTIME so my mum decided to ZOOOOP IT but luckily she's not the one cutting it...XD

oh so it was you who played it..
it was really nice..
i heard it the moment i walked out of the library...:)
then i followed the music, i thought it was from the radio in school..but it seemed to be real.
last time i followed some string chamber music, until someone told me that it's coming from the ceiling, which is the radio.-.- wasted my time,
but now i know it's real and it's you.
i clapped for you when u finished it.
it really touched my heart, though there's erm some mistakes here and there...can hear...
but its ok.
its the expression that matters.
the only way i can talk to you and enjoy our time together, is through music and my dreams in the moonlit night.
i will continue loving you, though i know u will never feel it.
<3

WENT WITH CLARE AND NAT TAN
omg
me and clare saw some funneh weird looking guy/woman wearing high heels and tight skirt and earings but he/she has like botak hair...=X omg..so weird..oh he/she wore tights also..omg...
...
ok.
pingyu pangseh-ed me for the concert ah.

yesterday's concert was awesome.
i mean, the percussionists!!!!and everything! and my IS TEACHER'S SOLO!!!!! hyper now!
ahhh my IS teacher so pro....
and mr ling also...
blahblah
omg
SCO SO PRO
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oh walau calvin said i look like mrs chew.
GOT MEH?
=.=
then he made a lame joke of it.
"eh mrs chew mrs chew! eh eh eh sorry sorry chengjin"
"eh chengjinchengjin! eh eh no mrs chew haha"
to midair.
=.="
-
NATALIE CHIONH
IS THA BEST BEST FUNNEH PERSON.
omgggg
Hhahahahahahahahahhahaha.

-

okay end of my boring post.
:)

Labels: CONCERTS

u know what?
yu hui listens to kpop too!!!! :D

ok,
im at sch lib now..
going to SCO with clare nat and blabla later..:)
we are going to have an assessment on MODES in wk 8 D;
but yay i love theory..:)

during media ed WE USED GARAGE BAND OMGGGGGGGGG
SO COOOOOOLLLLLLL!!!!! OOO LALAA!!!!!!!!
i just realised i havent use OO LALA in a long time...LOL.

hahahahahaha
Today also got one new guy..
forgot his name..
but yu hui is really nice..
really hope she comes into sota =DDDD
one more friend. yay.

TODAY'S LUNCHTIME CONCERT WAS REALLY AWESOME!
I CAN STILL REMEMBER THE THEME FOR THE LAST PIECE'S THIRD MOVEMENT BY EMANUEL BACH!
do, mi re do ti SOH!
do, mi re do ti LAH!
do, mi re do ti _____???!HAHAHA
hahaha forgotgorgot leh. XDXD

ok and MR LIM PLAYED WITH 'EM ALSO! wow =DDD~~
supportsupportsupport gogogo
okay
gtg now
bye!

Labels: SOTA

YESTERDAY MR QUEK WAS REALLY FUNNEH!!!!!

I CONCLUDE HE'S THE BEST CHAMBER TEACHER EVER!!!!!

hahaa
there's a part called ZHEN FEN DE in chinese, which means EXCITINGLY right! then he said "SHAKE THE SHIT" HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

AND MANY MORE FUNNEH THINGS...:DD
thanks all those who helped me move my yq when i went for reh...hahaha

haha, blogging in sch now, and YU HUI is beside me!!!! +) hahahahaha


p.s tho we are not that close anymore, but u are still considered a best friend to me, stay happy and cheer up ok! must believe!!! :) :) gogogogogogogogogogogogogogogoooo!!! =))

There's  new MUSIC girl called YU HUI coming to my class and miss yang asked me to take care of her and show her around tmr..:DDD LIKE A BUDDY! =) she plays the violin...needa meet her at GO tomorrow at 7.50am. :D ~ excited oh yeh~~

Sigh. Yes, life is EQUILIBRIUM..

lalala.
Hmm
i encounter alot of ppl in my life.
but its really not up to me to judge 'em.

Labels: In school using comp

OMG

JUST WENT TO EAT PIZZA~~
I saw AMELIA CHOY!! at Causewaypoint!!!!
oh, just remembered amanda lived at woodlands too ;D
haha.
lol.

WE GOT NEW CHAMBER SCORES????I DIDNT KNOW!!!D;
calvin just told me. eh walau....
ohno.
now i cant even reply using my phone cause THERE'S NO MONEYY IN MAH SIM CARD!
lol hmm maybe no yangqin part???

ok.
now he finaly replied on fb.
so it turned out i DONT HAVE THE SCORE!
uhoh.
ohya, pingyu told me my part is PERCUSSION'S part.o.O
does that mean i have to play tha drum??
ohman.

ah.

OHMAN.
TODAY WAS REALLY TIRING!!!!!!

ok.
erm firstly we went to ORR to listen to the senate candidates for their speeches...
wow..
all are good at speeches sia..
it's just that they must also make sure it's not only talking haha :) okok yay all are awesome peeps!
=DDD hahaha

then went for PE!!!!
ahyo, ran 2.4 around SMU..
Guess what? my position is 23!!! SIBEI LAUUUUSSSYYYYY AHHHHHH i suck at running with speed, but i like long distances running. ;D ;D but dam tiring....ohno..

Then during SAC went to FORT CANNING PARK/HILL for archaeology...
omg, the scenery is really BEAUTIFUL and i mean it. Its really pleasant...with nature.. sigh....:) :)
ok, but there's ALOTTA mosquitos!!!!! its my first time seeing a mosquito stinging on my leg!! srsly! no joking!! omg....it's black.. Guess mosquitos like O type blood ppl like my blood. YEA MAN its true that they are attracted to O type blood ppl, bcos as opposed to AB/B type blood ppl, it secretes more odors.. LOL walau. haha
ok i have how many mosquito bites ah?
let me count..
..4 on my legs, 1 on my hand!!!
managed to SHOO one away..omg...:(

but it was quite an experience haha.
there's alot of stairs at fort canning!!! tiring....
went to the mini artefacts museum where the lighthouse stands...
wow, in the past they made GLASSES there!!!! by burning sand....thus they discovered ashes down the ground!! AWESOME...

then went to KERAMAT ISKANDAR SYAH, a "spiritual" mini hut with some concrete "memorial" there of this person called iskandar syah. but no body was buried there. LOL. alot of pigeons were there!!!! hahahaha

then went to Raffles House.
wow ppl can actually rent the fake house to erm eg, party..there's aircon inside.

it is said that 5 Ancient Kings(Sang Nila Utuma's descendants) lived on the hill, and Raffles wanted to be buried with them, so he had his bungalow build on top of the hill! and the far-away breathtaking scenery was also one of the factors.. mr chen told us that one can even see BATAM ISLAND across the sea from there mann omg woww but ofcourse we didnt see la 'cause now there are skyscrapers and tall buildings in singapore blocking the view, and the "Sea" has been less prominent to us...now.. lol..

It was really tiring to climb down again, with my ankle and legs hurting like mad.
i almost fall from the stairs....luckily i grabbed the thingy in time..
if not..
ahh.
wow, guess im going to walk like some old lady tmr. :( :(
pain.
-

haha, i dont really wanna hate u..and i dont wanna u to hate me either..
let's forget this, and be happy k? :)
ahyes, and sorry if i really did do it, ..o.o
haha okokok let's put this unpleasant thingy behind us, and get anew k? :)
i thank u for ur kind understanding, but just to tell ya that, i didnt do it. thank u! :D
u can choose to believe me or Not.
its up to u now.
since i alr made my stand clear.
ahh so why not forget all about this, stay happy!
cheers to u! 

YAYEEE PINGYU CAME BACK!!!!!!!=DDD~~

not in the mood to use colours alr.. Lan de ren jia shuo wo copy ta men.
which i didnt so im not guilty (:
heck. dont be unreasonable lah. comeon, COLOURS ARE CONTROVERSIAL!!!! ^^
:D
lets all be happy!!!=)


okay today was good too..
firstly we had IA (theatre), couldn't find the place but then luckily xavier knew where is it (:
we did some awesome stuffs,  introduced ourselves, and walked around for the soft-focus thingy(is that how its spelled??) and haha it  was really fun when we were pared up with a partner to do sth within SPACE. like erm occupying the smallest space/biggest space haha i pared with Lerler. :DD

Hmm, then we had PE~~~~
WOOOOOT WE WON KESLEY'S TEAM!!! IT'S 4 AGAINST 1!!!!
AHHH i could have run home run, but AHHH kesley that racing fast swift scary ALLIGATOR ran sooooo fast and TAGGGED me!!!!! ahhh SCARIEEEEE!!!!!!!but i didnt know that we could win...it's the advantage of fielding first (: (: (:

TMR we are not going to do the cardio thingy during pe, we are going to run 2.4 AROUND SMU!!!!(just a practice haha)AHHHHHH bt it's better than running in the hall with such high degree celsius of the aircon tsk hahaha and the rooftop! anw, HOPE IT RAINS TMR!!!=DD

MY IS TEACHER SAID I HAVE SHOWN GREAT IMPROVEMENT TODAY WOOOOOOTTTT LOVES SIGHTREADING TOO!!!!

ok
then went to plaza sing with squishy! haha......hmm....hoho....hu....heh.....hy....
went to Spotlight, and blabla
SPOTLIGHT IS SOOOO HUGE.
ok.

Then ms yang told me the senators thingy is only for YR 3s and 4s hahaha they have signed up to be senators so they're going to talk.....hahaha chay!
hahahah
and she asked me to perform for evening concert @ 8 April. sigh too bad i dont have a piece ready yet... :( :( :( SIGHYA.

Okay end of day!!!=)=)
good luck for my IS teacher's SOLO performance this fri!!! ^^

Labels: SOTA

Today was a good day (:

Firstly, Pingyu didnt come to school.. :( ahh she's still in taiwan though.

I thought this week is ODD week!! then i brought the ODD WEEK stuffs to school...ahum thanks to ahum. i came to school, then min told me it's EVEN. walau.
HAHA but luckily still brought science and MATH :)

Walau today's Life Science test was really..erm..difficult haha because i didnt study much..I DIDNT KNOW THAT THERE WAS GOING TO BE LIFE SCIENCE TODAY ahum. but i bring my science textbk everyday (: but i think i will score badly. omg bryan....science encyclopedia, was bombarding him with questions todayee. :DDDpro.

Then during mrlc, I HEARD WAYNE PLAYING CHOPIN'S WINTER WIND FROM EM LAB IT WAS LOUD!!! AND PRO!!!! OMGOMG AND FAST!!!!!!!!!!!!ahhh very nice sia and smooth..all the way to the end!!!with the a major scale up!!! siao....ah...wa..pro.. VERY NICE....
haha


Then went for SIP! hmm was practising halfway then Samuel and Rebecca came in for AIRCON.-.-
haha yr ones so cute..
Rebecca plays the clarinet !!!
wow i thought she plays the oboe...LOLL =X but awesome!
haha Rebecca was really nice. Samuel also. haha and fun.

We have a new mrlc assignment! it's about IMPRESSIONISM, which associates with DEBUSSY, commonly. haha wagner also..:D
loves mrlc.(: but mr ryan was sick today so dr Tan took over haha

AHH TMR IS TOURNAMENT AGAIN! I really dont want to miss the hit...walaauu..i will feel nervous when ppl are watching, then i will miss it! ahh..okok all the best to ya'all readers!!!
YOODELEHLOOHOO! =DD

Bye for now!
Amity~~

Labels: SOTA

Alright.

I feel better now..
after confiding all the bad things that happened to me, and also my own feelings..
i really do feel better...
thankyou..
...
..
.

i just dont like to be misunderstood....
i really did not do it i can swear i really can swear...
just, thanks for being able to understand me..
thank you, friend...and sorry for scolding u those mean things.
but thanks for ur listening ear..
bye...

WAWAGAGAWAWAGAGA

Sie waren einmal mein bester Freund, jetzt sind Sie gerade ein normaler Freund zu mir..

Labels: opinions and voicing out.

HAHAHAHAHA

I FOUND MY MATH WORKSHEET(SOLVING QUADRATIC EQUATIONS BY FACTORISATION)!!!!!!=DDD

IT'S AT MY GRANDMA'S HOUSE...LOL.

I WOULD LIKE TO THANK PINGQI FOR OFFERING YOUR KIND HELP AND TYPING OUT ALL THE QUESTIONS FOR ME THROUGH MSN...HAHA AND THE LAST TWO LONG PROBLEM SUMS TOO! OH AND THANKS FOR TEACHING ME THE FIRST FEW QUESTIONS HAHA BCOS OF MY SHORT TERM MEMORY..:DDD 3 CHEERS FOR YA!!! U ARE AWESOME!!

okk
thank God for helping me to find the wksht and listening out for my prayers...thank You. :)
-
today is saturday!
SAT-UR-DAY!
HAHA
HMM
ONEMOREDAYTOGO!

hope to fulfil that goal....capricecapricecaprice!
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Labels: mArch hols

i dunno..

but during this week of hols..

I HAVE BEEN DREAMING LOTS OF NICE AND SWEET AND AWESOME DREAMS!!!

=D

FIRSTLY,
I DREAMT OF ________ GOING TO SOME SIP ROOM, THEN OUR SCHOOL TRANSFORMED INTO VIVO CITY WITH SOME BALCONY BLAHBLAH WOOOOOOTTT

THE NEXT NIGHT I DREAMT OF __________IN THIS SCIENCE LAB WITH ME, I WAS SITTING BESIDE HIM, THEN HE DID THIS "TELL ME LEHHHH!!!!" THING! WITH HIS HANDS UNDERNEATH HIS CHIN DOING THE WAVE THING!!!OMGGGG HAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAAHAHHAHAHAHHHH EEEK

THEN YESTERDAY NIGHT I DREAMT THAT I WENT FOR JUILLIARD AUDITION AND I DREAMT THAT THE JUDGE WAS MY TEACHER...O.O AHHHHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA AHHH
THEN I GOT THE RESULTS....
THEN I DREAMT OF MS WANG.....SHE TOLD ME THAT _____________________________________________________________________....:DDD
=DDDD :DDDDD =DDDD =DDD =DDD

OK
THEN THE REST I FORGOT ALR..
HAHAHAHAHAH
I LOVE MY DREAMS..
MY DREAMS' GETTING SWEETER EVERY NIGHT..

Labels: mArch hols

-THE SEVEN DEADLY SINS.-

PRIDE

ENVY

AVARICE

LUST

WRATH

GLUTTONY

SLOTH



-OPPOSING VIRTUES-


HUMILITY

GENEROSITY

LOVE

KINDNESS

SELF CONTROL

FAITH AND TEMPERANCE

ZEAL


BEWARE!!!!!
ahhh i must not commit myself to any of these deadly sins.

Labels: SINS

omggg
I CANT BELIEVE IT!!!!

DR KELLY TANG, THE AWESOME SINGAPOREAN COMPOSER, SENT ME A FACEBOOK MESSAGE!!!

HE ASKED ME FOR MY EXPERIENCE OF LEARNING MUSIC IN SOTA, AS HIS SON IS ENTERING SOTA NEXT YR!!!(if he passes the audition) =DDD
OMGGG
WA then i told him a whole lotta stuffs.

it's so weird. i barely know him, i dont even talk to him face-to-face haha but wooooottttttttsssss

i salute to you! dr tang!

his pieces were performed by TAKE-5 Quintet!!!:D
and blablablabla..

woah.
-

Today is friday.
March hols are coming to an end.
BOREDOM IS COMING TO AN END!!!!
:D
i really do enjoy the solitary i have at home...with no noisy environment haha but still it's boring and less fun than school.. :)
hope my mum's allowing me to play WII today to train my softball skills!!!!!!(baseball)
next week against G3 Kesley's team.
ahhhh every hit must not be missed!! rawr...

ok.
hmm two more days to school again! YEH MATHS! :DD
DONE MATHS, AND ONE CHINESE MAGAZINE REVIEW..ONE MORE TO GO.
HAVEN'T DONE SCIENCE AHHH

I wish my sis could get DISTINCTION for abrsm..
WE SHALL DO WELL!
:)

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Got SIX FREE TICKETS for SNYO! :D
HAHA they were all rampuaed(my own word of "taken") by my mum's friends. XDDDDDD
good. hahahahha if not it'll be a waste. LOL..

-
I love hols even though they are boring..
can have lots of time to practise violin..
and to go for my Dream..
yesh, Saint-Saents and Bach are doing well..
Havent been practising Beethoven lately...
im going to print out the requirements for music for Juilliard some day...
and hope my wish will come true...
May God bless me...++

~

Labels: School holidays

!
hehe.

ok.. i am now going to speak in an singlish manner. (:

i am going to stay CRUSH-FREE woooots hiphip, HOORAYYY

HAAHAH because it's affecting me la...
i cannot concentrate on studies bcos of it lorh...
haha so now, byebye to you michael!!! =D

haha but ofcourse i'll still be there for you, but then i won't be THAT close to you anymore. I am still your friend right! :D
hahaha studies more important mah!!

liking someone is very hard leh.
firstly, one has to LOOK OUT for that person. so cannot focus on his/her ownself.lol.

secondly, THAT person will always be the main subject one talks about with his/her friends. and it's distracting and irrelevant. tho it's fun. hhaha

thirdly, one is WILLING TO SPEND TIME(to a great extent) to wait for that person. which is erm, considered WASTING ONE'S PRECIOUS TIME because i remembered one quote from the science wksht saying erm sth like "when one person is willing to waste one hour of his life, then he has not found the true meaning of life..." or STH LIKE THAT. so long as the time one kills is not HIS own time, then to me it's considered WASTING time hahaa..unless it's a more general perspective ....lol.

fourthly, one will always think about that person, and losing concentration in class, etc, because of one's obsession with that person, which links with the first point. so erm hahahah friends sorry for the " torture"that i shared with some of u guys that i once had! natalie should understand the 'pain" hahah ooops :D never again LIAO!! ^^

Lastly, one's heart will WEAKEN when he knows that he can't get the certain someone, which will often lead to a slight emotional breakdown, and most likely he will cry for that person(yesh some ppl will do that...) and then HIS STRENGTH OF THE HEART WILL DIMINISH!!!!!!ROAR it must never happennnn our heart immune system must be STRENGTHENED!!!!!hahahahah

okok
yay i dont like anyone liao.
dont make someone ur everything, cause when he/her leaves, u aint got anything. (:
UNLESS..both of u like each other SOOO MUCH that you are willing to sacrifice everything for each other, then YES.

haha...
i dunno the feeling 'cause i have never experienced such feelings before. so lets wait till the time comes!

Patience is a Virtue.
Wait for the right moment, then GRAB IT.

sometimes i wonder...i wonder IF there is every such an occasion when best friends person A and person B both like person C, should the best friends give in to each other? like...erm..A gives up C so that B and C would be together, and vice versa...?

should we sacrifice for our closest friend to such an extent that we give up our loved one to them?so that ur closed friend would be happy?
or
should we fight for what we want to have, rather than making your closest friend happy?

well, if there's ever such an occasion, i would give up the one i love for my closest friend, because i believe,
the purpose living on earth is to make ppl around you smile and be truly happy, only then you'll feel happy......
and this pain is worth nothing, for a friend.
like how gold bit his own hand so that Totodile will stand up ..
like how gold make totodile bit his own butt so that Bayleef will understand the pain and stand up..
friends are for life..

that is IF, person C loves my friend. HAHA. LOL!
if not I WILL FIGHT. HAHAHA
sigh..

-

There are many many friends around one, but how would one know WHO are his REAL friends?
how?
tests? no. exams? no. pranks? no, jokes? no. appearances? no, studies? no. passions? no. dreams? no la...

to me, it's UNDERSTANDING THROUGH EXPERIENCE. then we would know WHO are our real friends, who would stick with us through thick and thin, who would correct us when we are wrong, who would be frank with us and tell us our problems, who would be understanding and put themselves in our positions to experience our feelings, who would be there to help us anytime we need a listening ear or a helping hand haha

we dont need friends who are there, just for FUN.
we dont need friends who LAUGH AT US just because we're something short of 'em.
We dont need friends who are there just to make us feel useless.
we dont need friends who are there to FLATTER US just to grab our attention.
We dont need friends who pretend to be some caring ppl for us, when actually behind our backs they're actually gossiping bad things about us.
We dont need friends who find enjoyment in sufferings.
we dont need friends who judge ppl EASILY by looks.
We dont need friends whose words and actions CONTRADICT.
Moreover, we dont need friends who lie just to make us happy.



we need friends who can understand us and our pain.
we need friends who can make us understand the purpose of life. sometimes.
we need friends for comfort.
we need friends who dont judge easily.
we need friends who are there to help.
we need friends who are willing to sacrifice of us. and vice versa...
we need friends who dont lie.
we need friends who dont think that helping ppl are toublesome.
we need friends who are nice.
we need friends who have feelings



hahaha

BYE.
THE ENDDD LALALA

hmm.

i have decided on my own future.

i will try to audition for juilliard college (Dont laugh) using VIOLIN.

before that i must practice hard like siao.

i must work hard.

getting in juilliard has always been my childhood dream.

there will only be two schools in my life.

SOTA and Juilliard College.

Yosuke really inspired me...i wanna be like him...be a renowned violinist..

i have alr started to wake up..

yangqin by furthest will only get me to erm china to study

but come to think of it, i dont wanna go china. i also dunno why.(no offence to ppl of china races) but srsly i dunno why....

i want to live my music life as a proper SINGAPOREAN who speaks eng well, though chinese is important too.

well, maybe im stereotyping, but the fact remains that western instruments are more popular, more "international" and more ppl understands them.

i want to be a violinist. now this is my goal.

i will work hard, because i must..

and then i will come out to be a famous musician, earning money and buying my parents things that they will dream to get.
i will buy them houses and let them enjoy life, loving and caring for them, because they are still my parents.

i will do it.

but first, i must concentrate on the present, and do well in academics and also in the music aspects.

i will still continue on yangqin.

then i will audition for violin maybe erm two yrs from now.

when im 16.

ok.

this is my goal. i want to succeed it, only then i will have no regrets..

two more yrs to go. two more yrs to work hard, two more yrs to climb.

i know i am really lousy at violin, but it doesnt mean i will be lousy forever.

when there's a will, there's a way.

i also want to be like David Garrett. HA HA.

ok two more yrs....

hmm first to get my dip.

good luck saint-saens, beethoven, bach.

hmm

all the best chengjin.

bye.

the end.

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simple pleasures can really put a smile on my face.. :)
some ppl only looked at BIG matters but not small matters...
small matters can make one another smile. :)

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this is a lame post XD
XDXDXDXD HAHAHAHAHA UUUU YA HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

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SIGH.

TODAY WAS A NEUTRAL DAY

walao. wish ppl could S-T-O-P gossiping and spreading untrue rumors mann its not very nice.

i dont give a DAM. quote-JOEL.
AHAHA ok
woah found out alooootta ppl read my blog sia. hahaha ALL ARE WELCOMED! :) :)
just dont anyhow spread rumors will do, if not i'll private it haha but i arent scared bcos its not true. (: heck lar. XD

today helped to carry the drums for the workshop thing. haha
after that i told yan lee that he has CONFUCIUS'S MOUTHSTACHE hahahaha then he said i know haha who the heck is confucius. WTH -.- LOL. hahahahaha tsk ok but wow the mouthstacher GREW AT THE SIDES mann just picture it with loooonnngg hanging mouthstache and he'll look completely like confucius provided his beard is white. XD ok im crapping now.

Today didnt go for the workshop bcos of IS. :D Teacher said she's considering to let me perform for some concert in TERM 2! =) for Sunshine on Tashkurgan! =DD heheh damn happy. (:

walao guess i cant go for the next evening concert cause it's on a thursday AGAIN.-.- :(
i heck care lah i gonna skip yo for concert...i dont wanna miss YING WEI'S SOLO FOR RONDO MANNNN it cannot be missed CAN-NOT!
hahah
okok

yay handed in mrlc. ARC presentation's over! ^^
LIT SA ALSO OVER!
woooots everything is over. (:

yay today mr koh came again and taught us MIXOLYDIAN MODE AND DORIAN MODE woooo hehehe
now alr knew lydian, phrygian, mixolydian, dorian. hope to learn the others next time!
dr koh told us that we would be tested on MODES. ohhnooo but fun
mixolydian mode is really nice! gives an impression of some castle-knights-dragons tune..in the medieval period.. <3 <3

heheho.
hasnt been on fb for 5 days. my first record!! LOL.hehe
okayyyie
and EHH JOSHUA PLEASE LAH STOP SPAMMING ME. IM SERIOUS. I TELL U, WHEN U SPAM ME WITH THOSE ALPHABETS ON UR PHONE ONE AT A TIME,
FIRSTLY,
U ARE WASTING UR SMS
SECONDLY,
U ARE WASTING MY ENERGY TO DELETE THOSE USELESS MSGS
THIRDLY,
U ARE WASTING MY PHONE BATT AND UR OWN PHONE BATT
FOURTHLY,
U ARE WASTING MY TIME OF MY LIFE TO DELETE THOSE MSGS
LASTLY,
BECAUSE OF THE VERY LONG TIME TAKEN FOR THE MSGS TO BE DELIVERED TO MY PHONE, OTHER PPL CANNOT SEND ME SMSES BECAUSE UR LONG LONG SMSES HAVE NOT BEEN DELIVERED SO HOW CAN OTHER PPL'S MSG BE DELIVERED ON TIME TO MINE.

SO JOSHUA, PLEASE, STOP STOP SPAMMING KAYYY
U SPAMMED LIKE 3 DAYS ALR. UGH.
THIS IS THE LAST TIME IM WARNING U..hmph
not funneh. one day i'll figure out a way to block u. hmph.
u better dont do it anymore at the start of sch a week later.
or else..........
lol.
HMPH.

OH HAHA yesterday alethea damn random and funny
i was in the library on the com
then she was with charlene and yingyan.
haha
then she suddenly turned towards me and did some funny squishy flowing action 2 TIMES BUAHAHAHAHA
then i was like "er..."
then she said hahahahaha srysrysry i dont even know u lol haha sorry haha
then i said oooh u are alethea right
then she said yeah how u know!
then i said i guess one
hahahaha
lol.

sigh. today got evening concert later..cant go for it. WALAO FIRST CONCERT CANNOT GO.
SOMEMORE GOT NEW PPL PERFORMING WHICH I HAVEN'T SEEN BEFORE LIKE YUN CHAI, HONG YI,HAN 's performance which i haven't seen before WALAO.
OKOK
sigh. :( cant even do my job as a yr usher/stagehands
but atleast i know that I DIDNT BUY THAT BLACKY SHIRT FOR NOTHIN WOOOOHOOOOO =D thank u squishy for ur 10dollars oo lala

ok
msg for JOSHUA : STOPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP SPAMMINGGGGGGG MYYYYYY SMSSSSSSS INBOXXXX LALLALALALALALALALALLALAHMPH eh please leh dont spam anymore. :(
thank u.

AND BYE-EYE-EYE!!!=D

HALO
LONG TIME NO POST.
OK.

yesterday we had softball tournament, lost to forest green.(g3) sigh hahahaha nvm one so long as we had done our best it's alrightttyyy!=D

today we had softball tournament AGAIN with g3 and g2. :D My team was the umpiring team. :) it was damn fun. lol.
hahahahaha this team from g3 is really pro.(forgot the name) and kesley is a FLYBALLCATCHER MANNN poor murphy two times fly balls kesley caught.(ok i know this is badbadbad eng )hahaha

ok.
thats it for today. did more washing for SAC. awesome mr chen :) hehehe and gossiped with nat about lotta thingies hahaha. :)

TMR IS LIT SA AND MATH FA! seems to have Maths FA alot of times...o.o

saw ______today....^^ sigh but _______ seemed so far from me....

Somewhere out there, beneath the pale moonlight...
Someone's thinking of me, and loving me tonight...

hhahaha yesterday went to YST concert....:D VERY NICE SIA! YOUNG ARTISTS CONCERT!!!

SAMUEL, ZHU EN, XIAN LONG AND ERM SOME OTHERS PERFORMED...
VERY NICE
THE PRO-EST VIOLINIST I THINK IS GABRIEL, THEN XIAN LONG(scherzo tarantella and legende by wieniawski!!!), CASEY(the poor guy's E string broke during his perf...), then SAMUEL! ALL VERY PRO HAHAHAHA

zhu en performed ROCOCO'S THEME!!!!=DDD prooooooooooooooo

PRO.
OK
haha
firstly, pingyu pangseh-ed me...haha then luckily lerler was there so i asked her mum if i can tongpang her car...HAHAHA yay she agreed, so we drived to YST and ate some snacks...lerler's mum looked YOUNG!!!=D and pretty also! haha okok..we reached there at about 6 50 really early hahaha

after a while danielle rachael and jiawen came! gossiped a little...
then during intermission joel tsu and dennis came...
okok.
wa joel damn funneh leh... did that funneh droopingspecs look.. XDXD what was dennis doing there....o.o
ok
look forward to tuition tmr! more gossip...XDXD

casey the violinist were playing zapateado halfway and his E string broke.. then lerler told me some incident that happened to him some yrs ago..poor guy.. unlucky.. but he managed to find a new E string and came back to perform again!!! YAY I LIKE HIS PERFORMANCE AND I REALLY ADMIRE HIM.. if it's my string which broke i tell ya i'll cry on stage.. :( :( cant even think of it kyah~~

After concert we went to talk to SAMUEL hahaha! =P cause lerler had the same teacher as him last time so they knew each other.. lERLER ALSO KNEW KONG XIAN LONG! OKOK I KNEW HIM SINCE I WAS P5.-.- NVPC!!!grrr he won during p5, and won again last yr. PRO LA HMPH hahahaha okok im inspired..
just like lerler said, FREE INSPIRATION!!!=D

so in the end lerler's mum drove me to buona vista mrt.. yay :) thanks!!!

then after that han kim sms-ed me a joke.... HAHAHHAHAAHHAAHAHAHHHA SO FUNNEH.
OK cause we shared jokes yesterday.
HMM
I BETTER DONT SAY IT HERE.
:D

ok byyebye
and today i was so close to _________ in GO....i like ________'s voice!!!!!!!:) memories are coming back......:( :( nuuuu ... and i like ________'s presence...
Sigh, how i wish i can go back to last yr......:( :(

OK
JUST CAME BACK FROM YO
:)

MR LIM TALKED TO ME!! ^^hahaha he's like my father....i want him to be my godfather.....:) :) so caring and gentle-ly and nice. AH gotta work hard in YO hehe and do my best!!!

Walau.
I got only 23/30 for math common test.. :( so low.

ok.
chamber in school was great! practised sunshine on tashkurgan with some of calvin's extras hahaha *some kind of duet* except his is not in D major for the kuaiban part lol. and now i can MEMORISE THE WHOLE THNG AHHHHWWOOOOOOHOOOTOOOT!!!=DDD

HAHA
I think yuru left his jacket there. So i laid out his blue blue jacket on the grand piano, then i rolled the cloth that covers the piano into a ball and put it as the HEAD for the jacket, then crumpled two pieces of small papers for the eyes and put in on the headball, then used the percussion sticks as the hands, and the red cloth that covers the keys of the piano as the BOWTIE!!=DD so cute...hahahah and pingyu helped a little too! XDXD okok shhhhhhh hHAHAHA

hahahahahaha
i like thursdays...
:)
tmr is friday!

sigh i wish i have more money, like about a million dollars for myself, so i can go for concerts outside school and write my 14 MORE CONCERT REVIEWS TO GO!!!!:(
i need money, im going to save now
too poor alr. sigh.
:( :(

YESSS
Today is a GOOD GOOD day!
GOT SELECTED FOR THE YR TWO MUSIC USHER/STAGEHANDS FOR 2010 REP!!!YAY yay! =D wooohooo, okok not gonna brag so much...maybe brag for about erm like 5 mins. OK . 1 2 3 4 5 mins. OKAY no more bragging. haha. but im still feeling hyper. ok

YAY
I LOVE SOFTBALL!
i hit the ball on the FIRST hit! wooohoooo! =D
AND
when we were practing pitching into the erm bucket, I THREW IT IN FROM ABOUT 6METRES( i assume that one big tile on the floor is 1metre long then) wooooohooooooo again!!!=DDD heh so now im the last batter for games.. :D
It was really fun when me and faye were trying to shoot in from the nearest distance, we missed a few times! hard to believe but that place outside the hall was filled with our laughter...XDXDXDXD
FAYE IS DAMN PRO. haha omg she's really pro at batting! srsly! wa ALMOST hit every ball...awesome. YAY =DDD

WALAO MY CHINESE GOT 26/32....:( COULD HAVE GOTTEN 29...*BANG THE TABLE HAHAHAHA* hahahahahahhahahahh sigh atleast i improved. that's great..(:

MINYING GOT THE HIGHEST!!! OMG 28/32 OMG PROOOOO ~~ =DDD HEHEhehehe

ok fullstop.

OK:D
FOR YEAR TWO MUSIC PPL, IF U ALL WANNA BE USHER/STAGEHANDS FOR CONCERTS THIS YR, PLEASE, PLEASE TELL MEEEEE! SO I CAN NOMINATE U AND PUT UR NAMES ON THE NOTICE BOARD..CURRENTLY ONLY ONE VACANT PLACE FOR USHERER, AND ONE VACANT PLACE FOR STAGEHANDS, ARE LEFT!!! SO FIRST COME FIRST SERVE!!!=DDD MUST TELL ME! too lazy to ask one by one alr hahahahahah :DD

HAVE A GOOD DAY!
SMILE EVERYONE!
SMILING WHEN U ARE GOING TO CRY, IS A GOOD GOOD IDEA!
tonight's gonna be a GOOD GOOD night....^^

EVERYONE, MUST READ...BECAUSE YOU ALL HELPED ME IN MANY WAYS.. (:

HMM. oh ya. i remembered! today mrs chew taught us to be grateful to ppl who had helped us before! HAHAHA
okies then...
alot of ppl helped me before in diff ways. :) i'll never forget them, thanks! XD

ok
hmm
i think i should be more specific then.
ha

here is THE list!....o.o

1) I WOULD LIKE TO THANK LIM PING QI FOR BEING ONE OF MY GREATEST CLOSEST FRIEND IN SOTA SINCE LAST YR, AND THAT I LIKE UR HAIR ALWAYS! :D THANKS FOR HELPING ME LOADS OF TIMES LIKE CARRYING MY BAG, WAITING FOR THE SLOW-ME HAHAH THANKYOU! :D THANKS FOR ALWAYS PROVIDING A LISTENING EAR WHEN I TELL U ABT HMMHMM. :D haha BFF!!!thanks also for drawing out hmmhmm which looked like a monkey but still very nice!!!!!!! =DDD AHAHAHAH :D I REMEMBERED THE FIRST DRAWING I SAW YOU drawing.. IT WAS DURING CLASS AND IT'S A RANDOM DRAWING OF IMPROVISING YOUR NAME OR STH. =D ROCK ON ARTIST!!!

2) I WOULD LIKE TO THANK NATALIE CHIONH HSIN YI FOR BEING MY GRANDMA, FOR BEING SO FUNNY AT TIMES, FOR BEING SO MATURE AT TIMES TOO, FOR BEING SO SUPPORTIVE FOR ME, FOR UNDERSTANDING ME.
ONE OF MY CLOSEST GREATEST FRIENDS SINCE LAST YR. BFF FOREVER! love ya voice too. i will never forget the first song u sang that i heard. THINK OF ME.~~~ :)<3 ^^

3)I WOULD LIKE TO THANK JOSHUA EVAN LEE DE RONG FOR ALSO PROVIDING A LISTENING EAR, MAKING ME LAUGH AND SMILE VERY OFTEN, LIFTING MY SPIRITS, AND HELPING ME IN RADIOPLAYS. :D THANK YOU SECRETARY!

4)I WOULD LIKE TO THANK LOH HSIAO SHAN FOR PROVIDING A LISTENING EAR, HEARING ME POURING OUT MY THOUGHTS OVER THE SMS-ES, AND THE GOOD LUCKS FOR EVERYTHINGS, PLUS UR INSPIRATIONAL BLOG POSTS THAT MADE ME REFLECT ON CERTAIN ASPECTS OF LIFE. THANKS FOR BEING SUCH A NICE, KIND, AWESOME SENIOR!!!!=DD YOU'RE ONE OF THE SENIORS THAT I KNEW EVEN BEFORE COMING TO SOTA...:D THANKS!^^

5)I WOULD LIKE TO THANK OUYANG YINGWEI FOR HELPING ME LOTS OF TIMES, ALSO BEING MY LISTENING EAR, PLUS LENDING ME THE WIENIAWSKI SCHERZO TARENTELLA SCORE!! IM REALLY GRATEFUL, AND REMEMBER TO BE FIRM IN UR STAND!! THANKS FOR ALSO BEING ONE OF THE NICEST KINDEST SENIOR AROUND! see ya! :D

6)I WOULD LIKE TO THANK DANIELLE ONG DAN NING FOR BEING MY BESTEST FRIEND SINCE LAST YR! YOU HAVE COMFORTED ME WHEN I WAS DOWN, AND YOU'RE ALWAYS THE ONE WHO COULD READ MY MIND AND THOUGHTS HEHEEH :D REMEMBER, STAY HAPPY ALWAYS AND ALL THE BEST!!! DONT BE DEPRESSED OK? JIA YOUUUUUUUU :D =DDDDD HOPE MS YANG ALLOWS!AHAHAH and even though we quarreled a few times over some matters, but im sure i'll always ALWAYS KEEP THE IMPRESSIONS OF YOU HELPING ME LOADS OF TIMES!WE ARE ALWAYS FRIENDS FOREVER :DDD don't quarrel le k! :DD ^^go butterfly!

7)I WOULD LIKE TO THANK LEE YURU SENIOR-TEACHER! THAT'S WHAT I CALLED U LAST TIME HAHAHA. THANKS FOR GIVING ME LOADS OF ADVISES ON MUSIC ON FACEBOOK, AND HELPING ME WITH MY YO ASSESSMENT. I STILL REMEMBERED WHAT YOU TAUGHT ME! :D EXAGGERATION, CLARITY AND EXPRESSION FOR RACHMANINOFF! AND WHEN I FORGOT MR RYAN'S EMAIL AND THANKS FOR TELLING ME! :DD STAY HAPPY OKAY? (: EVEN THOUGH I DON'T TALK TO YOU IN SCHOOL BUT STILL HAHA THANKS FOR HELPING ME WITH MY QUESTIONS, AND THANKS FOR ONCE BEING THE SPECIAL ONE, AND THANKS FOR BEING SUCH A CARING NICE SENIOR! ROCK ON WITH KEYBOARD YEA! :D

8)I WOULD LIKE TO THANK EVERYONE IN G7 FOR ALWAYS BEING THE BEST AWESOMEST CLASS EVER, FOR BEING SUCH A LIVELY AND EXUBERANT CLASS, FOR BEING SO UNDERSTANDING AND CARING FOR EACH OTHER! MAY WE STAY UNITED AND HELP EACH OTHER WHILE WE CAN STILL! :D AND CONTINUE TO BE ONE AWESOME FANTASTIC CLASS! THANK YOU G7/R709 FOR GIVING ME THE FIRST MEMORIES OF SCHOOL SINCE 09... :DD

9)I WOULD LIKE TO THANK NEVILLE ANG XIN CHUN FOR BEING THERE WHEN I NEEDED COMFORT THE MOST, FOR TELLING ME NOT TO SULK (:, FOR MAKING ME SMILE OVER MSN CONVOS..U ALSO MUST STAY HAPPY YEAH! WE'LL STAY HAPPY RAWR. OK THANK YOU AND ALL THE BEST !!=D don't hang on to the pain okay? (: stay happy, think of happy stuffs, be happy!!!!^^

10)I WOULD LIKE TO THANK JOEL FOO FOR BEING SO FUNNEH AT TUITION LESSONS. :D THANKS FOR ALL THE TSUMUGU-LUCAS-DENNIS-JOEL JOKES..-.- XDXD HAHAHAHAH OK ENJOY YOUR JOURNEY AT SOTA YEAH!!! =DD STAY HAPPY AND ROCK ON AS A VIOLINIST! THANKS FOR BEING SUCH A NICE JUNIOR SINCE PRIMARY SCHOOL...YEA MISS STRING ENSEMBLE...ONE DAY WE'LL PLAY VIOLIN AGAIN!!!=DD ONE DAY.....OK HAHA :DD

11)I WOULD LIKE TO THANK SUN PING YU aka meiyu FOR BEING SUCH A REALLY COMICAL FRIEND AND A GOOD CHAMBER MATE! THANKS FOR PASSING ME THE TISSUE WHEN I NEEDED THE MOST, WHEN I WAS IN THE TOILET,WHEN I FOUND OUT THERE'S NO MORE TISSUE....:P HAHAHAHAHAHAH THANKS FOR YOUR LAUGHTER, OF ALL MY FRIENDS, I LOVE YOUR LAUGHTER THE MOST. :D THANKS FOR HELPING ME TO CARRY YANGQIN AND I REALLY ADMIRE UR "KUNGFU" MUSCLES AND SKILLS TOO..:D REMEMBERED WHEN I FIRST MET YOU LAST YR WHEN WE WERE PERFORMING FOR CNY. HAHAHAH AND REMEMBER WHEN WE TRIED TO SAVE THAT MILLIPEDE IN SCHOOL, WHEN WE HAVE OUR SMALL "REVENGES" AS "REVENGES" HAHAHAHAH :D THANKS FOR STAYING BACK LAST YR AFTER CHAMBER TO PLAY BASKETBALL WITH ME, EVEN THOUGH YOU COULD GO HOME BUT YOU STAYED WITH ME.. YOU'RE ONE OF MY BESTEST FRIENDS TOO!! HOPE THERE'S STILL FUNNY STUFFS THAT WILL HAPPEN BETWEEN US IN THE FUTURE!! LIKE THE dr koh thing.HAHAHAHAHAH

12)I WOULD LIKE TO THANK YEO ZHI YI FOR GIVING ME MY VERY FIRST MEMORY IN R709. HAHAHA LOVE THAT HANDBOOK. :D REMEMBER MS KOH ASKED ME WHAT'S YOUR HOBBY, I SAID READING, SHE SAID "FISHING???/!"HAHA SORRY OK AHAHA THAT WAS LAST YR WHEN I KNEW IT. OK THANKS FOR BEING A GOOD FRIEND AND HELPING ME WITH MATH LAST YR!!!^^

13)I WOULD LIKE TO THANK KWOK MIN MIN FOR BEING MY SCIENCE PARTNER ALL THE WAY LAST YR.. IT WAS SO FUN TO WORK WITH YOU, AND STICKING MY PAPER ON THE DOOR...-.- AND THE SPIDER!!! REMEMBER THE SPIDER AT GOODMAN! HAHAHAHA AND THE BULL'S EYE THINGY...AHAHAHAHAH OK HOW I HOPE YOU'LL READ THIS. HAHAHA OKAY HOPE TO WORK WITH YOU AGAIN IN THE FUTURE!LMH ROCKS! KB ALSO!!!=D

14)I WOULD LIKE TO THANK ALL MY CHAMBER(CHINESE QUINTET) MATES FOR HELPING ME. MAY WE STAY AS ONE! :D

15) I WOULD LIKE TO THANK MS KOH MEI GIET FOR TEACHING US HOW TO BEHAVE PROPERLY.....:DD I'LL NEVER FORGET WHAT YOU SAID!! LEARN AND LET LIVE!! ^^ THANKS MENTOR! :D

16)I WOULD LIKE TO THANK MR ISAIAH KOH AND MS YANG FOR BEING MY FAVOURITE MUSIC FAC TEACHERS!!!!=DDDD MR KOH FOR BEING SO KIND AND NICE TO US, MS YANG FOR BEING SO STERN BUT STILL CARING AND NICE TO US!

17)I WOULD LIKE TO THANK MS WANG LI SA FOR BEING THE BEST IHSS TEACHER SINCE LAST YR! I LOVE YOUR LESSONS, AND YOUR LESSONS ARE NEVER BORING!!=DDDMAY CONFUCIUS AND ARISTOTLE LIVE FOREVER!!!!!


18)I WOULD LIKE TO THANK GOH YAN LEE FOR CHEERING ME UP LOTS OF TIMES WITH UR INSPIRING BUS 14 NOTE, ETC. THANKS FOR BEING SO OPTIMISTIC AND CHEERFUL! :)THANKS

19)I WOULD LIKE TO THANK YVETTE KUO YU CHIA FOR BEING SUCH A FUNNY CHEERFUL LIVELY FRIEND WITH FUNNY LAUGHTERS LIKE GYAHAHAHAHAHAH :DDDD REMEMBERED AT GOODMAN WE USED TO PLAY PIANO "DUETS" IN OURSPACE HAHA I WILL NEVER FORGET THOSE. :) THANKS FOR THE AWESOME MUSIC MEMORIES AS WELL AS THE FABULOUS LIVELY MEMORIES OF A GREAT FRIEND. (: NEVER FEEL LEFT OUT OKAY!!! STAY HAPPY, AND WE SHALL STILL BE GOOD FRIENDS! :)THANK YOU!^^

20)I WOULD LIKE TO THANK MR LIM SOON LEE FOR GUIDING THROUGH SOME ASPECTS OF MY LIFE BY TELLING US INSPIRING STORIES DURING REHS. THANK YOU AND MAY WE HAVE A GREAT CONCERT AHEAD! YOU ARE LIKE MY FATHER......O.O :D :D

21) I WOULD LIKE TO THANK MA LER LER FOR ACCOMPANYING ME AND STAYING WITH ME WHEN I WANTED COMPANY..:D THANK YOU FOR BEING SUCH A GOOD FRIEND TOO ME, BFF! +D REMEMBER, STAY HAPPY!!^^ STAY INDEPENDENT! THANK YOUUUU! =DD

LASTLY,
MY IS TEACHER, MISS QU JIAN QING! I LOVE YOUR EYES BECAUSE THEY'RE SO KIND AND LOVING...THANKS FOR IMPARTING ME KNOWLEDGE ON YANGQIN AND TEACHING ME A GREATER DEPTH OF CHI MUSIC...THANK YOU LAO SHI!!! LOVES!! SEE U TMR!!=D

and also to ALL who helped in contributing in the colours of my life, helping me, and also brightening me....THANKS TO EVERYONEEE WOOTTOOTTOOOT!=D
done.
ok
im really honest here...X_X

How i wish i could be less sensitive...

I don't know, i just could notice a person EVEN FROM SOOOO FAR AWAY like 20m without staring at the person...
omg.
sometimes it's really scary.
I just knew that a particular person would be there, and i turned around, yes that person was.

omg. :(

I also wish that my heart could be less sensitive. Guess this is the influence NATURE has on me. :(
I get upset VERY easily even by trivial matters, or disappointed easily.
Atleast somehow i managed to control my anger most of the times, 'cause i wanna stay happy lol. but i'll still be sad.

But getting sad/upset/disappointed/depressed/embarrassed easily just can't be avoided. :(
Even for eg, my friend told me to erm er...er..ermm...like...er..oh!...wait for her/him to finish doing something before talking to her/him, i'll feel SAD, and i'll be depressed for that whole day...:(

U all might be wondering, Comeon it's just a small matter why getting fussed and depressed over such? SIGH. i know. but still i just feel sad naturally. Can't help it. It's my nature. :( grrr

Im too sensitive.

If there is something or someone who can help me to get rid of such intense sensitives, please. :(

Sighya. :(