Cheng Jin=Smile For Life, For Ever!

A WELCOMING SMILE

Hey! I am Cheng Jin and welcome to my blog! All you readers out there are free to tag the tagboard yeah! :) Smile for life and be happy! =)
Best friends are forever loved. I love MUSIC, ESPECIALLY CLASSICAL MUSIC AND SOME POP MUSIC.
Loves K-pop too, and singers like Taeyon from SNSD, Kim Ah Joong, and more.
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My motto is, always help others and give the most to them! and be happy :)
"Do not judge others easily, for we don't have the time to love them." - Mother Theresa. <3

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The One And Only Koh Cheng Jin.

HELLO i am Koh Cheng Jin. I am currently turning 15 this year. I am a girl, from SOTA's MUSIC FACULTY :D and SNYO's V2/V1.I love God and Life, and friends are very important to me. I love Beethoven and Plum blossom too. Plum blossom thrives in winter, and I admire their endurance, like those of Beethoven's. :)

Current favourite composers:

Mozart: Music that allows my soul to wander around, (joyful music) always never fail to put make me happy, (dark music) never fail to make me ponder about Mozart's other character which is not commonly seen.
Beethoven: Music that allows me to know him better, and to see how music is the best form of expression that should be hold in high reverence.
Tchaikovsky: Music that allows me to realise that...life= music, and romantic music are not always mushy like korean dramas' music. It can be dark too.
Bach: Music that (similar to Mozart) allows me to experience a roller-coaster ride and being in a forest with polyphonic animal/nature sounds.
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A smile costs nothing but gives much. It enriches those who receive without making poorer those who give. It takes but a moment, but the memory of it sometimes lasts forever. None is so rich or mighty that he cannot get along without it and none is so poor that he cannot be made rich by it. Yet a smile cannot be bought, begged, borrowed, or stolen, for it is something that is of no value to anyone until it is given away. Some people are too tired to give you a smile. Give them one of yours, as none needs a smile so much as he who has no more to give. ~Author Unknown

9:39 PM

Sunday, February 14, 2010

Hello Michael Jade.
I don't know what's bothering you, i dont know what is happening, i dont know what made you depressed, i dont know what made you cry, i dont know why your tears are losing control.

but,
Even though I dont talk to you, you dont talk to me, i dont know you that well, you dont know me that well, but still,

cheer up k! I know alot of the things in this world are unethical and unfair (quote-canteen poster) but still,.. if you have a mentality of wanting to change this type of world, it may be difficult, but if you want to change the way you think about the world, there might be a chance!^^

I have been through many depressing and sad and upsetting stuffs all the time through my life, like ppl saying that i look really ugly but still i heck care them la they're just being really mean and judgemental and they just couldnt accept ppl of diff looks bleh..

trust me, i have experienced worst stuffs than that, like my friends laughing at me bcos....______... :( :( somemore one of my good friends initiated the humiliation. i couldnt believe it how could my good friend do this to me.. i trusted him so much.. I mean, i know it's not my fault bcos they were laughing at my looks but i dont care. :( and my good friend was laughing too like he SO ENJOYED it..that time i really truly felt sadness ABLAZING in my heart like fire roaring and i can't wait to hide away in embarrassment..

I cried a few times before yeah because i just couldnt tolerate the humiliation when i am conscious that i havent done anything wrong.it's just not fair, not nice, not acceptable, not ethical, no rational, not cognitive, not understanding, not apprehensing and it's mean veryveryvery mean. :(

but yeah i still cried. but after i cried i closed my eyes and pretend that that humiliation didnt happen at all. and that those people were basically ppl who "CHI BAO MEI SHI ZUO". :( sometimes i just couldn't exterminate that depressed mood and low self-esteem in my heart..sometimes i failed to stay happy no matter how hard i tried too..

Then i cheered myself up by thinking random happy memories in my head.. :) i'll automatically smile when i thought of funneh stuffs, eg how i walked into the boys toilet ALOT of times, and when there's a time when i thought LI REN was a girl in the boys toilet just by randomly glancing at his pe shorts, then i jus walked in and bleh...T^T haha...atleast that can make my lips arch into a smile...:P

So michael, please, cheer up if there's really something that's upsetting you...I can feel it.. and whenever you are depressed/emo i will be sad too...

So give me a smile kay...

I love your smile..everytime your smile has the power to make me smile..everytime. you smiled at me quite a few times, and i haven't got enough of it.. even though i cant see you now (obviously) and even though i kept telling myself to forget but i just want you to smile and be happy, whenever and wherever you are.

i know i will never know what happened because we're not that close to each other lol..

I dont dare to talk to you on facebook...bcos im just a coward who cant seem to be brave, at all...at such circumstances, ...

I can only write all my thoughts here...

So smile yeah! open your heart and let your sadness/sorrow gush out of your heart like raining ice milo k...

I will always be your secret back-stage supporter, always, forever, even though you can't notice me but i dont care i'll just support you always.

with love
cheng jin.
SMILES! ^^